WTH its new semester!!!!!!!

So it has begun..the torturing new semester..not only that I had become a senior that has turned 19years old(mourn for the passing of 18years..the best age of a life..agreed by 0602's occupant too)..but also the anticipated killing workload that gonna fall over my head piece by piece like rocks from Mt Kinabalu..survive anot??juz like those survivors from a landslide..hardwork alone seems not enuf to live..even hardwork itself is so hard to be practised..frankly I dun have high hopes for my TER..juz hope to gain an entry into a recognized G8 Uni..juz dun hope to lose my parents face..u noe they told evbd im goin to Aust what if I end up in a local uni or sth?When I voiced up the possibility of that, my fren tot I was pretending but I did very very worried..and always do..i duno y I was under such a great pressure..1 day before I went bac to Subang I could feel the ghostly stress haunting me in my dream..I was so worried that I would be the one who gonna stand at a static point watching my frens going higher and higher nearer to their dream..this is the 1st time I seriously consider dead or alive for a particular assessment..and the main culprit that perturbed me was the freaking maths..my forever enemy..imagine trying to love and staying close with an enemy all the time,convincing ursef that u love it need it and enjoy it!!! Facing it evday yet u couldn't know it well enough..unseparable with it yet it fails u..MATHS!!!!!! this is not the time to ask sth like y do I have to do maths but because of Maths..i think 99.95 is unachievable..it has stolen my full attention,care and nurture so much yet the result is far from expectation..

Back to my 1st week of college life in 2009..with the new faces Taylors remains her feature as an aged old 'school'..our 3 lectures were being replaced..by one by one stern faces..new assignments are awaiting to begin with a slow process murder..and until this extend of typing my eyes are half close and I am sleep typing..i have been longing to sleep since 5sth in d morning for the bed situated so near to my seat in my room..so near..yet so far..a popular phrase that has being exploited..

Appreciate dear G's lending hand for making this website presentable..i will try to maintain it..not to let my fans down..omg typo everywhere I seriously gotta sleep..good day VHXV!!! U can do it!!!!!!

P/s: no pics sorry..fed up with the seemingly endless waiting of uploding