monkey see monkey do

Its time..its time..to respond to the demand for new posting from my fans..not easy to post one..as i have to find a right time..a time when there is a sudden urge and passion of posting one..a time when im usually emo..a time when i have thousand words on my mind to express BUT NOT feeling lazy to type out..a time when i have chance to online BUT NOT losing the enthusiasm at the moment..a multicoincidence makes one posting..thus every new posting is a precious..

Quite a lot of things happened during the gap between the time of the previous posting and now

Start v the most boring updates-academic

Constantly wondering..y SAM?? y SAM? seriously it doesnt suit me i tink..im not a consistent person and it is more obvious when im doin SAM..can't sit still for even 5 minutes to study..since when i become such an "hyperactive person"? can't concentrat at all..can only study when im eating(obviouslly gained weight)..im kinda extreme..can study like a nerd..but for a short period of time..after tat can enjoy completely for quite a long period..til i tink its enuf oni start working for another one..but not for now..which is why i hate SAM so much..hardly 1 week tat can rest fully..wich is y i dun score well now..which is y i feel mysef such a incapable person..d only aspect tat i can proud of mysef gone..can anybody tel me what is my strength? i mean i noe my frens who r gd in specialised fields..im nt even gd at one

Continue v SAC..d oni thg tat colours my dull college life..

AdventuRace has juz over..i was so glad of the experience to be a guide..which i think is de best role to play compared to participants..i get to really involved in everything..without realy gota do til the extreme..like tasting d chicken innards..and i dun hav to stay at a place for whole day accumulating dust juz to wait for ppl to entertain..like my experience in trial run..staying at a garden for hrs waiting for a team to come..felt like becoming a part of the greenary there..btw thx to the fascinating performances by monkeys there..which could grab food from dustbin better than a begger..serious..omg..a free insight into nature..they were so aggresive that they lift out the cover of rubbish bin and lift out 1 item by 1 to look for remainder in plastic bags and cups..i was..so shocked..as the area beside me was conquer by whole bunch of violent monkeys..and a worker had to work as their maid cleaning up the mess for them..interesting..thx for the free show though..as for the real race..i was totally enjoying it..bravo..observing the ups and downs of my team..they were smart enough to look over the tricky passcard and went ahead of many teams..but eventually miss a step to victory due to poor financial management..anyway good job Threesome!!! Nice spending a one whole day with u al..and Good JoB SAC!! It was a successful event..

Hmmm..cuming to relationship..

Just had fun chatting with a friend about this topic..i was enjoying it as we could agree on certain things..felt good to share the same concept with someone else..as time goes by..i have changed a lot and also discovered a lot about my inner self..the true me..which is not as noble as I tot..haha..not only relationship..but also many other things.,.sometimes u think tat sth is not appropriate..unethical or even dirty..the reason may juz becoz u hvn experience enough in ur life..at some point in our life..we may suddenly realize tat sth is not as unacceptable as we tot..u might blame ppl for sth but in d end u realize u r doing the same thg..

And there isn’t fairness in relationship at all..and I even think its risky..as u risk ur own heart for a bet..and its full of danger..as u have to position ursef well to avoid getting hurt..its nt easy to start on a relationship as 2 people think differently most of the time..u may juz wana flirt but he or she treat it seriously..u ended up hurting another one..u may juz treat him or her as best fren but he or she hope more than that..u may seriously involve deeply but he or she doesn’t take it seriously..u ended up with a bleeding wound..people oways treat each other on a different degree..even a slight difference in the degree could cause a stir..often a negative one..element of pain is often inevitable..ppl oways dunno where to draw a line esp duno where another one draw his or her line..in d end there may oni b a winner..the one who doesn’t get hurt..or both the loser..as thers oways at least one who get hurt and one hurt another..wats the probability of getting the very very right one?? For me its 0.00000000000123..haha..im not lucky to get one like that fren..but guess that’s y human have a long life..at least den animal..coz they dun get a partner juz for mating but to share the soul with..thus the long life is to be utilized for the long process of looking for the very very Mr or Ms Right..haha

It’s the same for frens..sometime its hurt two friend not tinking the same..u may think tat fren is the good listener but he or she doesn’t treat u as one..bt its oways gd to be frens as its more flexible..good to have frens to share ur thought with..bt its even better to have a family like mine..haha..tats d oni thg tat I can proud of..if theres one day the whole world abandon me, I still have my family that always welcum me bac with warm hug and kiss..at least theres oways a place for me to go..hehe..