2 months + in Melbourne

K i know i haven't been updated for sometimes..thanks to "sot poh" who reminded me at
least i feel pressure now since someone try to read my blog..which is a good thing

Finally settled down and accepted a lot of things here..except that the cold weather makes me feel like cryings sometimes..got stressed up so much for a period..emo and suffered from sleep deprivation but i decided to slow down my pace, rest and know myself better..at the same time to correct my habit of getting up at midnight unable to sleep again and eatttttttttttttt..tried to get rid of midnight eating habit..now i felt a lot better sleeping continuously every night..life is great, everything is great when i get sleep..most importantly i have better mood now!


Didn't take pic of me playing tennis before!!! Ended up searching for some nice pic for replacement..




Played tennis for the 1st time too!!! Finally!! was trying to make a time to play for so long..explored a place where we can get to play for free!!! Got lost..walked for an hour to get to the court and the 2 courts were occupied..luckily the smart me asked and we were allowed to play shortly after the people left..woohoo!! Felt so excited holding the racket and serving in the court!!! In the beginning i forgotten the correct grip..looked stupid trying to think how to hold the racket..hehe..hopefully i can make time to play every week from now..for now im still a lousy player i just got the satisfaction in playing..despite the frequency of picking up balls..

Having fun learning Japanese..need to blog in Japanese now..i love language..i love Jap..how i wish im studying language instead of law..hehe

Life is not bad here without emo eating..really really hope that i could get rid of the habit that tortured me all the time..

Here, we celebrated birthdays..explored the city..got the chance to be "tour guide"..thanks to Jing Ning who came all the way from Adelaide..though not for us but for her idol JJ Lim

shopping..though telling myself so many times that i wont shop again..

hiking Mount Dandenong (thousand steps)..thx to Ian and the rest..

went to Gold Coast and Brisbane during Easter Break

and planning for tours during winter break..

yes i start to enjoy it..

Below was some emo expression of feeling that i intended to post in blog but chinese words couldnt be recognise till i install the google chinese typing system(Thx to Ling Fan who had helped with that)..suddenly felt like typing in Chinese..didnt use for ages..forgetting more and more..trying to make myself to use but typing Chinese is so time consuming..haiz

忙碌的生活令我透不过气
平静的生活却又沉闷至极
矛盾永远渗透在我的个性。。。
在讲堂里精神饱满是多年不曾有的感觉
多少年来睡眠不足，好胜得样样都做
每分每秒都担心自己会输会退步
总想着为什么别人可以自己不能。。。
一直怀念童年
那个常常有时间写下心中想法
用笔描绘生活点点滴滴的我。。。
那个我去了哪儿？？？
写到这儿
那个感性的我好像又回来了。。。
一直追着那个隐形的目标
愈是向上
愈觉惆怅。。。
想赶上地球自转的步伐
却忽视内心的贫乏。。。
如今停下步伐
好像找回了自己
却坐立不安。。。
怎么样才能让自己承认
我其实并不优秀
做回自己吧！！！